I feel Tired with myself

Why do I need to mind with what people talk about ?
Why do I need to care so much ?
Why can't I just be the person I used to be ?

Why am I being so bad temper ?
Why can't I just ignore them ?

the monk was so right
he said :
"When people talk, that's a sounds.
And you are the person to decide it's a Voice or a Noise.
If it's VOICE then try to accept it, If it's Noise then try to ignore it."

*say it is easy but do it is hard to do it*

Ignore everything
I need to cool down myself

I can recall she was so patient and being so nice to everyone
won't get bad temper so easily
where is she now ? where did she go ?